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BrokenPieces · Posted: Tue Feb 13, 2007 2:18 am Post subject: Despair

I wrote this back in December

Cant you see I am trying
Trying to make this work
But it seems everytime
I get tossed out into the cold.

I really like you
And i am at a loss
For what is to come next
Keep trying for the same result.

Your pushing me away
And i end up feeling bad
Because i dont know
If its me you are pushing away.

If only i can make you see
That i dont want to hurt you
I just want to be with you
I wish you would see what its doing.

Your hiding from me in more ways than one
I cant say that i havent hidden from you too
But i have, and came clean to you
I wish you would open up and tell me why.

There is so much we are missing out on
I want to see it all, experience it all
But only with you, there is no other,
No one but you, to put that smile on my lips.

Once again, i am fighting to find you
Feeling like there is no hope
But i still move on in search
Of something that doesnt seem to be here.

You just dont seem to care
What happens with this
Are you even aware I am here
Are you even aware of me?

What more is there left for me
What more is there left for you, for us
What more can i do to make you see
That i want to be with you.

I want to be with you, that it hurts
But you still dont see
What more there can be
What more in this life.

What more do you want me to do, to say?
What more do you want really,
Do you even want this?
Or is this a waste of time?
You tell me.

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